Tuesday, August 17, 2004
i'm not suppose to say much since i do want to keep things quiet. but damn i can't contain everything naman. and i have to have a release.
ang gulo kc eh. am i suppose to reply to his messages? coz if i do, well i do expect a reply. dric (a friend whose show of affection borders on savagery) says i assume too much. and i shouldn't require a reply everytime i text people. masama ba talaga kung ganun talaga ang naiiisip k? am i being the senorita he accused me to be?
or shit maybe i am messed up na. is this paranoia? i am burning my brain cells for a very useless thing. something that may not last at all. like all others. i can't tell him that coz i haven't got the chance. and the first one i got i stupidly trashed by bringing a chaperone with us. (why nga pala marisse? afraid? of what? urself? u don't trust anyone or u don't trust urself most of all?)
will he listen anyway? does he care at all? and siyeeeeet, m gna hate myself for posting this juvenile question but ........does he like me?
this is sooooo high school.=>
ay, all girls pala kmi. har3!
but then dric.... (shhhh! don't tell him. aawayin na naman ako nun) andaya naman.
i was most understanding in my past. don't i deserve better now?
can't i be happy now?
hai. mindblower.
a cute mindblower naman ;->
lemon supernova posted @5:39 PM
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